Wrapping Up
This is the last day of 2018. I need to prepare myself to write 2019 on my paper instead of 2018. But before that, I am going to write what happened to me this year and what 2018 taught me. So enjoy the tea!
January
I had my quick internship this month. I got to know how working life is like. Also the excitement when I saw my nephews welcoming me home after work, then all the stress and weariness disappear. It was nice.
February
Nothing really happened this month. I went back to campus and I did not really remember that much what happened after that.
March
This was the beginning of my journey of getting to know myself better. I started using dating apps to talk to strangers, I had my first glass of beer, and had fun with myself. FYI, I was not that desperate for partners. I was only looking for someone to talk to. Those were things I have never tried before. Do I really enjoy it?
April
The highlight of this month was me getting on 12 hours train ride to Jakarta. It was exhausting but memorable at some point. I learned about patience and how to work with shitty people pt.1. Oh also, I met an inspiring person this month. A person who introduced me to Ayu Utami's masterpiece. Thank you, I like it a lot!
May
My team aced our big project. We pulled great presentation and I got my first rose! This month I started my addiction with rose. I love rose everything - perfume, soap, body butter, lotion, candle. Also, I discovered a store that sells branded fashion with low price. It was a great discovery!
June
I met a guy who later became a great lesson to me. The person I wrote poems about. Some poems on this blog was originally made for him. I posted it here because I can never tell him. He was such a sweet person and we had a lot in common, our interest match and our crazy too. BIG TIME. I was so comfortable talking to him.
July
I traveled to the most romanticized city, Jogjakarta. The city is nice actually. It has that melancholy vibes. I went there with my friends. We spent three days there and we walked a lot. I like that. This month, I did something I never thought I would do. It was so so but still a nice experience actually. Thanks to you, June.
August
It was painful. The heartbreak began this month. It was bitter at first, but worth it. I also became a person I never imagined. I was so clingy and demanding. Thanks to those who accompanied me during my birthday and my teary scenes. I would do anything to repay your kindness.
September
A month of farewell. I let go of my seniors who gave such a huge impact on me during my uni life. Without them, I would never be the person I am today. Also you, June, I let go of you. We did not make it. You were a jerk for making me a backdoor but you are actually a decent person. I am grateful that our path had crossed. I hope you to be fully recovered.
October
I got back together with my long-gone friend. We started talking again and he helped me getting out of this sorrow. He is that genuine and that is what I like about him. Also, I had my first consultation with a psychologist and I learned about self-love and acceptance. It was really worth it. Moving on became a lot easier. Oh! I released my first movie, Takluk. It was not that satisfying but at least I unlocked another potential in me.
November
I learned a lot about patience and how to deal with shitty people pt.2. My teammates were shitty but that's life. You will always meet such jerks in your life and you need to deal with them. My insecurities owned me this month and with the help of my friends, I survived. I owe them my life.
December
Another potential unlocked, I began creating vectors. I learned more about self-love and appreciation. We are the one who is responsible for our happiness. The more we appreaciate little things, the happier we become.
To wrap this up, 2018 has taught me a lot of things. It was such a rollercoaster ride. It was meaningful. I realized that I am a truly homebody, I do not enjoy flashy life. My place is my room and maybe coffeeshop for a talk. I do not regret anything that happened this year. Instead, I am so grateful. I am ready for 2019 and the surprises it brings. So, what's next?
January
I had my quick internship this month. I got to know how working life is like. Also the excitement when I saw my nephews welcoming me home after work, then all the stress and weariness disappear. It was nice.
February
Nothing really happened this month. I went back to campus and I did not really remember that much what happened after that.
March
This was the beginning of my journey of getting to know myself better. I started using dating apps to talk to strangers, I had my first glass of beer, and had fun with myself. FYI, I was not that desperate for partners. I was only looking for someone to talk to. Those were things I have never tried before. Do I really enjoy it?
April
The highlight of this month was me getting on 12 hours train ride to Jakarta. It was exhausting but memorable at some point. I learned about patience and how to work with shitty people pt.1. Oh also, I met an inspiring person this month. A person who introduced me to Ayu Utami's masterpiece. Thank you, I like it a lot!
May
My team aced our big project. We pulled great presentation and I got my first rose! This month I started my addiction with rose. I love rose everything - perfume, soap, body butter, lotion, candle. Also, I discovered a store that sells branded fashion with low price. It was a great discovery!
June
I met a guy who later became a great lesson to me. The person I wrote poems about. Some poems on this blog was originally made for him. I posted it here because I can never tell him. He was such a sweet person and we had a lot in common, our interest match and our crazy too. BIG TIME. I was so comfortable talking to him.
July
I traveled to the most romanticized city, Jogjakarta. The city is nice actually. It has that melancholy vibes. I went there with my friends. We spent three days there and we walked a lot. I like that. This month, I did something I never thought I would do. It was so so but still a nice experience actually. Thanks to you, June.
August
It was painful. The heartbreak began this month. It was bitter at first, but worth it. I also became a person I never imagined. I was so clingy and demanding. Thanks to those who accompanied me during my birthday and my teary scenes. I would do anything to repay your kindness.
September
A month of farewell. I let go of my seniors who gave such a huge impact on me during my uni life. Without them, I would never be the person I am today. Also you, June, I let go of you. We did not make it. You were a jerk for making me a backdoor but you are actually a decent person. I am grateful that our path had crossed. I hope you to be fully recovered.
October
I got back together with my long-gone friend. We started talking again and he helped me getting out of this sorrow. He is that genuine and that is what I like about him. Also, I had my first consultation with a psychologist and I learned about self-love and acceptance. It was really worth it. Moving on became a lot easier. Oh! I released my first movie, Takluk. It was not that satisfying but at least I unlocked another potential in me.
November
I learned a lot about patience and how to deal with shitty people pt.2. My teammates were shitty but that's life. You will always meet such jerks in your life and you need to deal with them. My insecurities owned me this month and with the help of my friends, I survived. I owe them my life.
December
Another potential unlocked, I began creating vectors. I learned more about self-love and appreciation. We are the one who is responsible for our happiness. The more we appreaciate little things, the happier we become.
To wrap this up, 2018 has taught me a lot of things. It was such a rollercoaster ride. It was meaningful. I realized that I am a truly homebody, I do not enjoy flashy life. My place is my room and maybe coffeeshop for a talk. I do not regret anything that happened this year. Instead, I am so grateful. I am ready for 2019 and the surprises it brings. So, what's next?
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