Nothingness and Uncertainty

On another gloomy day in Jakarta, I wrapped myself in a quilted blanket

Drown myself in a deep ocean of question marks

I am on the 24th level of depth but I feel like I should be at the 19th

Looking at the memories from the previous chapter

I barely know the person there; the confidence, the ambitions, the courage

She was brave and had her vision clear.

The challenger has turned into a scared kitten left in the woods,

No power left, only thrive on getting through the day

It is nothingness in a dessert of uncertainty